Tim's Poetic Liscense

Lost

I killed your baby

Tis true

Slashed its neck in the middle of the night

Unborn,

Still-born,

Fuck uncreated,

I killed nothing which is just what I left with,

No more no less,

I saw you pulsing, undulating, naked for the world,

And me,

Entered new territory, blinded by ignorance,

By gods grace I will realize there is a god.

And through his power I will enter your divine company again.

It was mine as well,

Id have called him Tim

And named him Edgar

This pain still haunting me more than two years after,

I killed myself ,

That spring morning in my car,

Leaving you impermanent,

Leaving me to fail anew,

Loves rhapsody fucks it all

I want the silence of your kiss renewed,

And know I will never regain my personal paradise.